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Miryamaris

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I'm afraid of posting my drawings on DA fanart Bleach groups because
a) Mayuri
b) my level, my style, my art

I'm talking about this one for example You're a Victim of Yourself. by Miryamaris
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Ok. Two announcements.

Someone (or maybe more that one) is trying to hack into my DA account. I've discovered some unwanted log-ins from places I've never been to. Moreover I've received in less than five minutes TWO different "Nice. Check this out [phishing link that will f**k your DA account]". What a niiiice evening...


But not enough, the thumbnails of my last Mayuri photoset (by the awesome :iconmanuelm81: ) somehow can't be displayed correctly, so I have a nice dozen of broken links in my gallery. If you click on them you'll be able to see the deviation, but only in full view. That's nasty



anyways, here's the first one of photoset
Mayuri by Manuel #1 by Miryamaris and all I can see is an empty square with a stylized broken file... :icondohplz:
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I want to thank everyone who has replied to my last journal. It's strange, I was expecting no answers, but I recieved SIX wonderful comments from:
:iconiyunai:
:iconbobol93:
:iconjermmgirl:
:iconsobela: (on tumblr___ from which I can't reply because I'm retarded and lazy)
:iconakorhaphi:
:icondevilviolinistflesh:
:iconmayukurochan:

Thank you. I'm sorta having a "writers block" mixed with a wonderful headache that keeps me from putting my brain to use and write you proper replies.

Please don't be angered if you see some of my new deviations in your DA-whatever-messageboxthingy. I'm just extremely braindead and the only thing I can do decently is drawing.


But. Thank you. It was unexpected. Thanks and thanks again million times.
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I've had this paranoia for I don't know how much long: faving/watching artists better than me/at my same level and being judged (of course, negatively) by them. I've been lurking from the shadows, always trying to be as invisible as possible.

This paranoia also led me to stop drawing because I was depressed by my artistic skills.

Then, yesterday, I was about to write a short journal about being conscious of the crappiness of my DA page, about my low artistic level etc etc But then I realized something. I'm nobody. To those "great"/better artists, I am really nobody. If they come to my page (if such a miracle could happen) and see that my art is below their level, they'll just ignore me. They won't even trouble themself to rationally "judge" me. I'm just nobody. I'm already invisible!


I feel much more light-hearted.
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I need it!


(eventhough my art is crappy, I need to draw!)
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Paranoia. take two. by Miryamaris, journal

Hacking attempt + Deviation display issues by Miryamaris, journal

Thanks to anyone has replied to my last journal by Miryamaris, journal

Then you realize... by Miryamaris, journal

I need to go back to drawing. by Miryamaris, journal